Back Again.

Do you ever sit and wonder about your life and how you always end up coming full circle back to where you originally were? Like me for instance. I am back to living at my parents house. Though, thankfully, its only until I get married in November. Weddings are such a headache to plan. I kindof just want it to be over with so I can get on with my life. But I'm also excited. Because I'm such a dork, it is going to be a Dr. Who Wedding. Got a bunch of stuff. Going to be delightfully nerdy, and I'm perfectly fine with that. Wish I had some help to pay for the thing but I don't want my parents paying because they have less than me. And my fiance has way too many bills. So for now, it's just me. And that's okay. I'm doing fine getting everything done.  <3 nbsp="" p="">

Sitting at the hospital.

My title sounds riveting doesn't it? Its where I have been Monday through Friday, for the past ten weeks for my mothers oxygen therapy. I don't really mind taking her places but it gets boring sitting here. There is only so much you can do on a computer before you are bored to tears. My dad should hopefully have my car fixed tonight or tomorrow night. I haven't had a working car since September. Or somewhere close to there. Been staying with my parents since then taking care of my mother. But she's getting better so hopefully I will get to go home soon. God I hope so. So I'm just sitting here listening to music, playing around on my laptop, getting weird looks from people passing by because my music is so loud. If you think my music is too loud, then you're too old. Last year sucked so bad. First one of my older sisters had surgery early in the year, then my mom was in the hospital twice. Then I had to have spinal surgery and am still trying to bounce back from that. Then my mother was in the hospital three more times throughout the year. So basically, I am on a first name basis with most of the nurses at her hospital. Sad as it is. But that's alright. She is almost better. This year hasn't been much better. Still can't find a job. But I'm not giving up on it. I'm supposed to be getting married next year in June so I absolutely have to find a job. Preferably soon. God I really hope I find one soon. I am so tired of sitting at home and doing nothing but play on my computer. Oh well. Fingers crossed.

How will I know.

Once again, the title has nothing to do with the post. Just the song I'm listening to at the moment. So I was looking through my previous posts and I thought to myself, DAMN! I'm whiny! I really need to stop that. Oh well. Went to Anime St. Louis Friday night. Had SO much fun. I fangeeked out the ENTIRE time I was there. I absolutely loved it. Saw some people that I'm not terribly fond of, but I didn't let that bother me. Just ignored them and went on having lots of fun. So totally going again next year when I can ask for the entire weekend off. And I'm actually going to dress up. Not as a character or anything. Just in Lolita Style Costumes. Heh. Okay. Well I guess thats it for now. See-Ya!!!! <3

RAWR

Okay. Well, I was off all Sunday through Wednesday. I just went back to work today. I have a huge headache, my whole body hurts and I'm fairly sure I fractured my hand. So as you can probably tell, I had a wonderful day at work. I'm bored out of my mind, because there is nothing to do here at home. I just had Cookies and Cream Ice Cream for lunch. Best lunch ever. And now I think I'm gonna take a nap. Well, Goodbye.